Hi friends,

Wow, it's been a little while since l have written anything, but l do have a wonderful excuse for this. As you all know, l have met a high school friend named Andrew, who l went on a picnic with, and that turned out great. Actually fantastic. So anyhows, last night we went out on our first date, and it was just 'simply awesome'.

Andrew was going away to a few places, and he asked me if l wanted to go with him. And l said yes, as lt's been a while since l have even gone anywhere outside of Australia. So it should be fun.

l am so looking forward to my travels with him, and lt will give me a chance to get to know him much better.

So l probably won't be able to reply to any of you, until l have returned.

Still can't change this silly Emoticon. Blastard thing. Haha

Catch ya's.

Well last night l was bored, so one of my friends Tracy asked me to go to the local club and just hang out. As boredom was starting to kick in, being at home.

So anyways, we get to the club, and l stumble across an old male school mate of mine 'Andrew'. And boy did he look good or what? l remember back at school he was such a cute guy, l always had a little crush on him, but damn, l could never ask him out. l just could not approach him.

So, we got to chatting, and talked about things, had some dinner, and he asked if l wanted to go out with him on the weekend. We exchanged numbers etc. So yeah, maybe things will get better for me. (confused yet?) Good!!!

So after all the bad things that have been happening to me, perhaps something will come of this. Who knows?

l wonder? l really wonder. Haha.

Still can't seem to get the Emoticon to work, it's frozen.

Wow, after everything that has happened these past few years, l must now move forward to a new life. l have a lot of people to thank, but l won't write their names down, as you know who you are. Just know, that l love you and that you have helped me become a better person than l have been lately, and for that l am grateful and l thank you so much for making this possible for me.


Hugs
Joanna

PS, l could not change the Emoticon to Happy, silly thing has frozen. Ah, crap! too bad. Haha

Dear friends,

Yesterday l wrote you a little story about my dear friend Liz, who was going through a lot of hurt and pain over losing her boyfriend Tony.

Last night l got a phone call from her family telling me that she was found in the bathroom dead. We don't know the full story as to what happened, as the Autopsy will reveal things. But we do know that it was a suicide.

Poor sweet Liz, must have been in a much more terrible state than what l thought. And l guess she could not cope anymore.

This is all l can write, as this is a very sad moment for me.

R.I.P my best friend Liz, you will sadly be missed, may your beautiness be at peace. suffer you shall no more.

ELIZABETH MATHEWS. 1968 - 2008. AGED 40.

Today l am feeling much better, after yesterday's episode. l did end up getting the Ghost busters to Eliminate the Evidence of the darkly ghost like feeling that l had. Hopefully it won't return for another one hundred years or so. Ha Ha.

Thank you to everyone for sharing all your thoughts and ideas with me, l really do appreciate it. Too bad the cow wasn't there though. Nah, it's all good though. ^_^.

Anyways, l would like to talk about a really great friend of mine, whom l have grown up with since high school. Elizabeth, or simply 'Liz' to many people. Liz is a wonderful person, who has everything going for her. Even her boyfriend Tony, has always been a wonderful guy, until recently off course.

So here goes this story: Liz and Tony have been together for nearly 4 years, they had a very beautiful relationship, lots of romance, and all that goes with two people who have great love for each other.

l remember, when Liz first introduced me to Tony. She said to me - 'Joanna, this is the guy that l want to spend the rest of my life with.' 'He is the one for me'. We both looked at each other, and started to cry. lt was quite emotional for both of us. l knew this is what she wanted, and l gave her my blessing.

3 months ago, Tony decided to leave Liz. Liz was absolutely shocked at his decision just to leave. (another situation similar to that of mine). She still hurts over what has happened, and has great sadness right now. Every night, we chat, just to let her know, that l am there for her. Like any other friend would.

But the other day, l was surfing the net and came across some of Tony's websites, by accident off course. What do l find, 'Behold, all over them, he has plastered his declaration of love for another women. l sat there, for quite some time, with a shocked look on my face. 'What has he done???

So this is how l see the story, he left Liz for another women. Thoughts came rushing to my head, like, should l tell Liz? But if l do tell her, she will be hurt even more. l don't think that Tony realizes the SERIOUSNESS of what exactly has happened here, and what he has done to Liz. l mean, l don't think he knows, what kind of impact he has left on Liz. She has become very sick over this, and very saddened. She is going through great depression at the moment.

My personal opinion is, that Tony should think things out carefully and try and mend what's left of this relationship with Liz, if he has some kind of feelings and care for her, or believes that they could be together again. While this matter is still fresh, otherwise it may be too late, and he could have lost a wonderful human being, to call his 'true love.

l also think that if Tony does not want to continue being with Liz, he should have waited for what is called 'A HEALING PROCESS' on Liz, and not be so childish with his Declaration of love for his other woman just yet. He couldn't wait quick enough to post all this around. What was he thinking, that no one would find out, and that all his friends would be happy for him? when poor Liz is still hurting. l guess he does not show any care at all. And perhaps never will.

l don't think that Tony has thought, or is thinking about his past or current actions, as to what has happened. This is not something you just kick behind like a football, l think he needs to stand up and face reality, and smell the roses, and try and handle his quite disturbing actions. Liz is a wonderful human being, she is beautiful person, inside and out. l would hate to see her hurt anymore. But l know, she still loves him very much.

l just want to know what you all think l should do? Should l tell Liz about this, or should l leave it alone, and hope he confesses all this to her?

Byes for now-